Only Ever Happy

Published on 12 February 2023 at 10:50

I once saw a lack of hope, 

a lack of trust, and a lack of honesty.

And I could no longer settle,

as my heart yearned for certainty—

for love; to be trusted, to be loved,

and to be… to simply be.

 

To be the inspiration

that once inspired me.

To be the champion

in my own life’s story.

To be the truth seeker

in a world shrouded in mystery.

To be the oathkeeper

in a world of lies and deceit.

 

I will be all of that and more,

because I know myself,

and I trust myself.

And the self that I am today

will be a better self tomorrow—

and an even better self

every day that follows.

 

And all of what I believed

I needed from others,

I could find within myself.

And so I changed how I thought,

and over time, I no longer felt lonely…

 

After that,

I was only ever happy.