VIII

We’re such complicated organisms, 

and so everything that we touch 

will play out on that same frequency. 

It’s our energy that projects 

the perceived world around us. 

It is the energy of our animal minds, though, 

that has a habit of becoming the perceived, 

rather than perceiving the world provided to us. 

We are this planet’s caretakers. 

All celestial bodies that harbor life 

have a caretaker species embedded with

a divine spark of the original consciousness,

 as there is consciousness, 

and then there are conscious perceptions, 

the things around us, 

that are seen by consciousness, 

but not a conscious experience themselves. 

Animate and inanimate. 

Our consciousness is based within the space 

of quantum reality. 

This is where time is born, 

gravity being what bleeds out 

from the interaction between 

consciousness and physical matter. 

Consciousness is non-local 

and moves back and forth on a string. 

This string is reality. It is time. 

It is a quantum mind that transcends 

through physical matter like a magnifying glass, 

and everything it touches 

becomes a projection of its thoughts. 

Every moment happens at some point, 

even when it doesn’t. 

The present moment is always either a memory, 

or a potential; past or future. 

It is like this in reality, 

as well as within the mind. 

Your thoughts create perceptions of your memories, 

as well as potential futures of potential memories 

that have yet to happen.

And for what? Why do we seek to replicate reality 

in our minds to predetermine an outcome?

 Scenarios upon more scenarios 

while time is misunderstood entirely.

All that we experience 

within our perceived reality 

is simply sensory-based, 

which is fed through the neurons in our brain. 

Neurons would be the communicator 

between consciousness and the animal vessel, 

essentially carrying energy of consciousness 

tuned to the frequency of the animal. 

When the animal dies, The signal is lost and the energy moves elsewhere. 

It is lost because when death is to the individual, 

it returns to the collective, 

and the collective does not die.

Only does the separate ego die. 

That is true Ego Death.

The ego projects all that is anchored 

to the physical plane. 

It is a metaphysical gravity that ties consciousness 

to our physical bodies, 

which without consciousness 

would simply exist as an animal.

We were once this, but then consciousness merged with us, 

and we began to wonder and wander.

We have the capability of separating our consciousness 

from identifying with the ego, 

though the ego is a more comfortable choice.

We are born into life, and we are raised by other egos to be new egos. 

Though we could choose to observe this process, 

if we were to become aware. 

We are not the ego, but it is a tool to be used. 

It is in nature a duality between the animal brain 

and our true nature of consciousness.

It is how we interact with the world through the lens of the homosapien, 

the human animal. 

Evidently, we view ourselves as a single being. 

We hardly view ourselves as connected to anything else in the universe. 

In all beliefs, it is like this.

It is the animal that thinks that it is separate from God. 

And it is God that tells his children that his blood is within them, 

because he is them, and they are him.

Because it is designed that humans believe 

they are separate from God and must worship God, 

they are truly admitting that they desire 

the worship of themselves. 

Though, it is not the human that believes this, 

but it is their ego. 

The ego craves importance, 

and creates illusions of importance 

through experiences within their physical bodies in reality. 

It is what the ego is most familiar with. 

The ego does not wish to die, 

because to it, death itself is suffering. 

And it is unfortunate, but the ego doesn't recognize that spirit as energy, 

and that what we perceive as "spirit" 

is a higher consciousness that uses energy to power frequencies. 

Because we are of the material world, 

we materialize everything. We humanize it— 

because we are humans.

When we humanized the ego, 

we brought consciousness down to earth. 

Before duality, we were animals unaware of our purpose, 

but instinctually intuitive to our divine role in the cosmos. 

We were more like ants in a colony, 

and some of us are still like that today. 

Many of us are, actually, 

though there's something unusual about this collaboration.

Consciousness has been discovered, 

though it's difficult to imagine 

that it was ever hidden in the first place.

But how would we know if we lacked consciousness or not? 

We fail to assess the concept of what it is correctly, 

yet, and we're to assume that we understand what consciousness is? 

We're to assume we know where it comes from, 

and what it is to us? 

Why are we speaking as if we are not itself Consciousness? 

Because there are two minds vying for control 

over the physical body; light and darkness.

There are two magnetically charged lines of the opposite polarity 

that move adjacent from one another. 

The two lines do not intersect, 

as their paths are too direct. 

There is, however, a third line, 

though it moves upwards and downwards, 

rather than forwards and backwards. 

This line is magnetically charged by its positioning 

between the other two lines, 

and it creates a gravitational pull

that forces the other two lines to spiral into each other. 

And this third line is what forms the trinity. 

It is what allows the idea of two-dimensional space 

to become three-dimensional. 

Forward and backward gained access 

to upward and downward, which created a rotational axis—

setting a pattern for other aspects of the cosmos to follow.

The ego is the third line that interlocks 

the pattern of our dual psyche. 

There are two minds from two different planes 

living inside a single body, 

the third body. 

The ego is the personification of the body, 

and it is what keeps us grounded.

There is a misconception of the term "Ego Death", as well, 

for the ego does not die in life, 

but it is molded by how we live, 

and how we think, and feel. 

To say that we have killed the ego 

is to say that we have destroyed what grounds ourselves, 

because the evil is not in the ego, 

but how it is nurtured and cared for.

We treat ourselves so badly, 

and we let the insecurities of others influence our behavior. 

We do it so knowingly, and unknowingly, 

and we often project a specific persona 

that is based on the ego that others have molded. 

We believed that we molded it, 

but that was our ego 

convincing us of its innocence. 

It is not until we realize 

that it is not difficult to manipulate the human mind 

that we can break free 

from identifying with the ego.

Realizing the problem allows for the thought of fixing it. 

The problem, the realization of the problem,

and the fixing of the problem 

are all necessary factors for that problem's lifespan. 

It is born, and then it dies. 

It endures the same experiences as humans do. 

There's no reason it wouldn't be if it was.

Interestingly enough, it makes sense 

that an egoic creature as ourselves 

would see our existence as 

separate from cosmic infrastructure. 

The ego does not exist anywhere but here. 

Like gravity, it does not exist in any other dimension. 

It is a projection of form.

As consciousness is a product of quantum space, 

it does not adhere to the rules 

of the larger forms in atomic space. 

It projects potential paths 

that are lived out and experienced there, 

but on its own it, without consciousness, 

there is no experience. 

The universe does not have to project a consciousness into the world

in order for things to transpire, 

but for consciousness to experience itself, 

there needs to be a projected consciousness, 

and humans are the antenna.