256. Trying To Forget

I wrote upon my wall of memories—

a wall that nobody will ever read.

A note for you, about our time together,

and it will remain there forever.

I wrote it all without thinking—

the pain would be too much.

Because my heart has been sinking,

and even so, I miss your touch.

I could not read what I wrote,

because that would mean this is real.

And I never wanted to let go—

I still wanted to feel.

I’m sure that one day I will read it,

and then all of this will really hit.

But for now, I will try to forget.

Right now, that is my best bet.